Normally, it's just a little bit of a bummer, because of the cramping and the crying and all that jazz.
When you're trying to get pregnant it's a little more than that.
We've only been trying for a few months, so honestly I shouldn't be that torn up. I know things will happen when it's time and maybe it's just not the right time yet.
I was so lucky with Josephine because we didn't have to wait. First month and we were pregnant. Easy.
Now each month it's a little harder. And as much as I tell myself that there's always next month, there's that anxious voice in the back of my mind saying, "What if you just can't get pregnant anymore?"
And that freaks me out.
I want Josie to have a little brother or sister! I see her playing with other kids and I just know she would be the best big sister ever.
And the bigger she gets, the more nostalgic I get to hold one of those little infants again.